funbeginsat6:54 PM
before i start my post,
i would like to say if u dont intend to read
then just dont bother.
lastly, this may contain explicit words and unusual feelings.
thank you...
well, it all started on 2002.
and was ended on 2005.
it was 3 years together.
now,its 2010.
about 5 years we never meet each other...
suddenly we met on the network,
and i keep reminiscin about what happened.
even though it happened last 5 years, but
its still fresh in my mind.
at some point i cant control my feelings.
tears rollin down my cheek.
precisely, i really regret what ive said.
that was...a break up.
a stupid decision i have made in my life.
and i dont even know what im thinkin at that point of time
so fcucked up!
if i can turn back the time,
surely i will take that line away.
i know....
no matter how hard i cry.
you will still not come back.
yes. i will try to accept what happen now.
like you said, that was in the past.
unfortunately, i cant.
you left a big impact in my life.
thus, till now im still regret what happened.
never i realise, its already 5 years?
ouh my..thats long. anything can happen in this 5 years.
even world cup every 4 years.
its ok if you dont believe it.
i know its hard.
on top of that.
i still love you the way i love you on 28th august 2004.
i just want you to know that.
hmm...this totally a tragedi oktober.
thanks Awie for singin that.
in addition, i would to thank ......... for spending
3 years with me.
it could be longer if not with my stupidity and immature decision
i have made.
lastly, thanks for meetin me on 28th oktober
haizz...why must it be 28th?
i really cant hold back my tears.
it could be worst..but i just tried to control it.
certainly that picture i will keep it.
keep it in my heart.
hmm...no matter how hard i try to forget you.
this memory will still stick in my mind.
well i cant erase it easily.
not easy as erasing it on the computer.
and its fcking hard,
i still remember.
like i tell you, one way is when i lost my memory.
that particular time i will forget it all...
for now..i dont know what to say..
i will try to keep on a cheerful face.
if not i just act it.
and thanks for listening...
also being my listening ears...
hope to see you again.
Cheers.
